I am a 15 year old boy and I don’t think I can feel sadness.

I am a 15 year old boy and I don’t think I can feel sadness. I have not had any sad emotions for a long time and when something bad happens and I want to feel sad I can’t I just feel numb. It has been years since the last time I cried and I want to so bad but I can’t. And lately I don’t know if something I am feeling is sadness or not because it has been so long since I have felt sadness I can’t remember it. For people that have never gone through this ( which I am sure is a lot because I can’t find anyone who feels the same way) I know it may seem like a good thing to never be sad but I can’t get any emotion out when bad things happen. And I can’t relate or understand how my friends feel because I do not feel what they feel. I feel happy a lot but I also feel numb a lot too. Please if you have any advice or just have something to say comment it because I don’t know what to do anymore.

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