I have been struggling with panic and anxiety disorder for 21 years.

I have been struggling with panic and anxiety disorder for 21 years.I have had good days but also a lot of bad days. 

This illness is so frustrating because with the help of meds my symptoms will diminish for months then out of the blue for no reason they will come back full force.I have tried recently to stop taking my clonipin. Worked for months but find i need it again.I feel like a failure at times.I never drank or did drugs but when i turned 28 i developed this awful disease.I take luvox and clonipin. They have been very helpful over the years.I just get upset that i have this illness but try to stay positive.Well thats my story.God bless you.