Sometimes it’s nice to be sad. It makes you feel like you actually matter in this world in some twisted way or form.

Sometimes it’s nice to be sad. It makes you feel like you actually matter in this world in some twisted way or form. I listen to sad music when I feel down; not happy music to make me feel better. I feel like I’m walking in a world that’s running. In those moments I tell myself to breath slowly and I look at a different object every couple seconds to calm myself down. Although I will wake up most days and listen to the best jams of the century and do my hair and makeup and dress myself because that makes me happy. And I will go to school and laugh over stupid jokes because that makes me happy. And I will come home and watch Greys Anatomy because that makes me happy. But sometimes it’s nice to be sad.

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