I have never felt so lonely in my life.

I have never felt so lonely in my life. I sign for a new home with my husband is less than 48 hours but yet I feel like caving in and running away. Running to the edge of mount Washington and scream. Run from my husband of six years. Run from his alcoholism. Run from my enabling. Run from my job. Run from my worries, anxiety, sadness. Run to a new path and new life and never look back. Find someone who loves and respects me. A career that I actually enjoy and want to wake up for.

One day maybe. One day soon. Sooner than later.

Anonymous