waves. she comes in waves.

Listen, Lucy: 

waves. she comes in waves.

and she is dark like the ocean.

sometimes I feel when I am so sad, as I have been these past few weeks (will I fight with this forever?) that I am drowning. I am an ugly sea creature . so cold and alone , surrounded by slimy moss and dank sand . I have sank so far down that no scientists with probes nor pads nor tanks of oxygen have found me to give me a name even. only me and my manic depressive gils. 

anyway, i'm sure I'd say I was a mermaid..